April!!!!

Fresh air .... with rain.It should mean breathing fresh air and feeling fresh and fine but it's not the case.Strange but I feel strong stone and pressure in my heart.Being so tired physically is stopping me to go outside and escape from myself for a while.Would be nice to walk under the rain now with this light .....I have so many things to do but I'm tooooo lazy today.Perhaps next time it'll be easier to write, easy to comunicate things, easy to not listen to my neighbours music SOOOOOO MELANCOLIC for a sunday evening!!!!